"Sounds complicated, if you need me, I'm here for you."
Though she's not sure she has advice about Sally, but she's irritated that he's still hurting over past events where he was so clearly not in the wrong.
"I might just have to take you up on it. I'm getting better at that these days, too." Asking for help no longer feels like admitting a failure to him.
But, speaking of admitting failures. "He did. And I did. We both made decisions that we shouldn't have. As much as I want to, I can't blame it all on him. But I'm not taking all the blame either."
"I'm not. Not now. Just... I had a year in Whitestone to look back on it. Overall, I think he was still hurting too much, and I was too. We shouldn't have let it get that far." It did make Arthur toxic, Crichton can't deny it, but neither of them were handling their own shit well. Hindsight has shown him that.
"You were there for me then, and you're here for me now. I appreciate it so much, but I have to take ownership of my own faults so I don't repeat my mistakes. That's how us humans learn anything."
"I suppose you humans feel things in a much more fleeting and powerful manner than those like me. We have all the time in the world to process feelings and rash is not typically a word I would use to describe myself."
Not that she didn't have her moments.
"Fine. I will try to keep an open mind should he turn up here. "
"I know, I know," Crichton says, laughing. "It's a joke. I'm trying to lighten the mood." It really is just that. For as much as he still has regrets about the past, he's also committed to moving past them.
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Date: 2024-11-17 03:24 am (UTC)Though she's not sure she has advice about Sally, but she's irritated that he's still hurting over past events where he was so clearly not in the wrong.
"Arthur is the one who blew it, not you."
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Date: 2024-11-18 01:18 am (UTC)But, speaking of admitting failures. "He did. And I did. We both made decisions that we shouldn't have. As much as I want to, I can't blame it all on him. But I'm not taking all the blame either."
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Date: 2024-11-19 03:45 am (UTC)She knows she's biased, knows that Crichton also screwed up, but being murdered over it wasn't fair.
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Date: 2024-11-19 07:59 pm (UTC)"You were there for me then, and you're here for me now. I appreciate it so much, but I have to take ownership of my own faults so I don't repeat my mistakes. That's how us humans learn anything."
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Date: 2024-11-23 03:06 am (UTC)Not that she didn't have her moments.
"Fine. I will try to keep an open mind should he turn up here. "
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Date: 2024-11-25 10:52 pm (UTC)He's asking her to take one for him now. Have faith that he's still keeping his head on an even keel.
"That's all I'm asking. Give him a chance to piss you off with his own actions first before you go threatening him with the lamp."
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Date: 2024-11-26 03:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-11-27 09:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-12-02 02:50 am (UTC)"Well, I've told you all I know for now. I'll keep you updated if I learn anything more."
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Date: 2024-12-04 04:08 am (UTC)She sighs and offers a smile.
"And if I don't then Max will."
Good wrap?
Date: 2024-12-04 04:19 am (UTC)Yes
Date: 2024-12-04 04:21 am (UTC)